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I need to refocus rewire redooverrestartremovedistractions and other such nonsense.

There is a scene I see in my head of me working tirelessly until my project is complete. I take breaks here and there for food, coffee, and the bathroom but I'm going strong. I'm intelligent and getting things done. I am having great ideas. I am translating those ideas onto the screen and marveling that I could come up with something so brilliant.

While I'm viewing that scene, I'm scrolling through Reddit or playing shitty 1990s PC games or watching television or anythingthefuckelse.

I need to reimagine the illusion and start to believe it. That's how we get by.